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Not to turn over pages of eccentricity and chaos​.​.​.

by PostmodernHippie

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The cherry blossom are swinging in the emotional wind Those mint green leaves are bending with adolescent agony So put me into sleep put me into deep sleep I don't want to feel your sorrow i just try escape tomorrow my hands are trembling my head is shaking blame it all on the goddamn spring
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unfortunately, the walls' not tumbling with a life-long kicking too much for me, summer sun breathes, boiling bruises I don't care if it's true all I need is some warmth around me I have been living inside a paper-made cocoon
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I don't know when to start conversation like crossing the edge of cliff with only crippled bare feet I suppose you're losing resolution when turns out you took semantics much too seriously my detachable part always reveals a wonderful story awkward nursery immaturity I don't remember what's left to be done from then on i know i must condone what makes me here what makes me yell what makes me here what makes me yell
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Selfishly I would've wanted to wait till the end of it: the cavity of self-destruction and I... still reliving a decorated past and I don't want have to lose all the memories echoing enormously in my spine I still remember all these tricks that it played on me I haven't escaped the voice calling 'never'... Thought I would give in, to the namelessly fearful trial where you turn down the wish to listen and drive with the seatbelt not fastened Though I'll be forgiven, for the time rusted to be forgotten not again with the same ribbon, barely attain the very junction I would dig out my heart deadly reasoned before the siren going over over over over again It was just a few miles away, and I know, I will never see you once again... Thought I would give in, to the namelessly fearful trial where you turn down the wish to listen and drive with the seatbelt not fastened Though I'll be forgiven, for the time rusted to be forgotten not again with the same ribbon, barely attain the very junction I think i'll set off to a land out of your sight where your thoughts take root
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I don't want to be here anymore I'm so sick and tired of the circle i'm in Longing to kill existence but I don't wanna death Your look's so anxious and exhausted You're so getting used to what's going on here Everyone sails for a better nest Everyone fails rewinding to past Scratch all my pain The same itch in the grin Can anybody tell me the path i'm in Wrapped in same old clothes with stain
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Why is it always meant to be spoiled The autumn leaves are buried in the soil Though everything's changed, I do feel the same By every step the thrill, it seems to follow But repetition kills the wishes slow Yet everything's changed, you'd better stay the same Building a castle made of "I don't know" What I hope is talking will do
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I don't want to be here anymore I'm so sick and tired of the circle i'm in Longing to kill existence but I don't wanna death Your look's so anxious and exhausted You're so getting used to what's going on here Everyone sails for a better nest Everyone fails rewinding to past Scratch all my pain The same itch in the grin Can anybody tell me the path i'm in Wrapped in same old clothes with stain

about

Thanks to the Internet I've got access to put my dumb ideas about adolescence, life, aesthetic, relations and art, all these into a poorly-recorded DIY record.
As for me, the 'eccentricity and chaos' are the most important part of one's life. Anything we see, hear, feel, could happen to trigger our aesthetic senses, tho now we put too much weight on 'rules and order', sadly the pure pleasure of being bathed in beauty is undermined. So we call for the 'eccentricity and chaos', just to bring back the authentic effect the beauty will have.
Been through more than 8 months, finally the time and my thoughts give birth to this album. Happy New Year 2023 :)
The physical CD now can be preordered! check out this link: sangorecords.bandcamp.com/album/not-to-turn-over-pages-of-eccentricity-and-chaos

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released January 3, 2023

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